I’ve been trying to give my respect to everyone, but why can’t they respect me?

I have nothing against the things that they were doing; I am not complaining if they’re playing some really old songs on the radio; I am not complaining if they’re talking on their native language - which I could barely understand; And most of all, I am not making fun of this things.

So last night, I lost my appetite - I haven’t finished my food - because they did the opposite of what i’m doing to them. They were mocking me for listening to some foreign song; and they were like “what’s that? could you understand what they’re saying?”

Seriously. From that moment on, up to now, I am seriously keeping my mouth shut. I’m not looking at them either. Stupid. But I’m just hurt by how they acted last night.

Have you ever heard someone actually talk behind your back?

I was browsing my blog just to amuse myself for a while; when I came upon a certain post. And I just can’t help but smile. It was a really funny incident.

Our last class for that day just ended, and so, I accompanied a friend to the restroom. A few of our classmates were also there and luckily there were 2 empty and can be used cubicles - so we entered the two. So I was inside one of it, when all of a sudden, I heard my name. I immediately recognized the owner of the voice since I know the people with us on the said restroom. And she was like : “Does she know your report? Did she do her part? She seemed to be unprepared.”

Of course I was shocked. I know that I am acting stupid every time I have to face a crowd, but I didn’t expect the words that she used, moreover, the place where she voiced out her opinion. So I just stood there inside the cubicle, listening to their conversation. But just my luck, my friend got out of the cubicle and called for me. I don’t think they knew that I was there - since who on earth having a right mind, would talk about someone who was on the same place, especially when the conversation is something that the person might not want to hear.

I was left with no choice but to get out of the cubicle as well, and they seriously even greeted me with a goodbye.

I have to admit that I was really mad and upset for a week or two after that incident. But now that months had already passed, looking back to it just makes me smile. I just hope that she now knows that talking inside a public restroom isn’t a good idea.

So I’ve deleted my previous entries, now what?

It’s official, I left my xanga and blogger blog. I’m now going to post my thoughts about the things that I don’t really like, here on tumblr.

Okay. So before I proceed to the ranting section, I will first introduce myself. My nickname is Jhekah. I have no intention of revealing my real name - though there’s a way to find out. I’ve been blogging for almost 3 years or so. I’m also a female specie who doesn’t really care about the things that doesn’t concern her.

That’s it. You don’t really have to know everything about me.

Finally! The time to rant came.

First off, I really can’t understand why politicians refuse to admit that they were corrupt. Well - if not all - a lot of politicians says that they are not and they try their best to look good in front of people. Sorry, but they just become one of the worst people given the chance to live on earth in my eyes.

Does this politicians never tried to steal money from the people? As in, never - not even once. I doubt it. As far as I know the salary of a politician isn’t really good - I even know someone who works on a different field but receives a much better salary - so if that’s the case, how can this politicians be that rich? Where do they get the money for the advertisements? Sponsorship? What would this sponsors have in return if ever a certain candidate wins? I doubt that they wouldn’t ask anything in return. Nothing’s for free now. Hopefully, the much needed oxygen would still be free before I die.

I’ve heard a lot of reasons why a politician wants to be this and that. Why they want to run for a certain position in the government. But the most used and my most hated reason is this : “I want to help…..”

Come on. You can help a lot of people without even associating yourself with politics. The moment I heard the answer of one certain candidate for (insert position here), I swear, I wanted to hit him with the remote control that I am holding. The fame, the money. He already has it. And now, just because he wants to help people, he is now more determined to enter the crazy inhumane world of politics? He’s just putting everything that he earned for the past years into waste.

Why can’t give a more valid reason for their candidacy? Thank God, I still can’t participate on the 2010 election. Whew. ‘Cause I would love to put my name on that piece of paper.